Week

it's been almost a week, and my live hasn't changed all that much... i was sad and angry for a day, and then strange things started to happened and i became sad and confused, and now i'm just waiting ... again. i have a doctors apt on Monday and i'm hopping she can give me some answers. i'd like to have a baby, but there are lots of reasons of the craziness is having. i hope it's what i want it to be. but if not i hope it's just a bad cyst flare. andy is being supportive (as much as he can  be) i'm pretty sure he just thinks i'm crazy at this point and wants me to go to the doctor so i stop bugging him. i'm pretty sure that constant cramping is an indication of something. anyway... that's all i have today! i hope i have some answers soon!