Andy and i have been married for three years this month! about six months after we got married we wanted to be parents! (i was already off my birth control because of some health issues.) Needless to say, we don't have any kids yet, but we do have a dog! his name is Shifu, and for now he is my baby. I have taking millions of pee test, and all have been negative. The first two years, i cryed every time one of those test turned up negative. We went to our doctor, i had tube and tube of blood drawn for every test i could think off. They sent me away to loose some weight and try again. A couple of months later and 10lbs less. I went back in this time with andy, he did the sperm thing and i had more blood drawn. we waited weeks for the test results. Doc called us back in, turned out andy had a low sperm count, and i had 3 of 10 symptoms of PCOS, Polly cystic ovary syndrome. THREE!!!! over weight (by 10lbs) cysts (i guess) and low blood sugar (because i didn't eat before i went in for my blood work) Anyway, he put me on metphormin and that is i guess it was suppose to help!!! long story short it sucked i got fatter because of the meds and really he gave me the options, artificial insemination, harvesting some eggs and doing some kind of implantation, and then adoption. So I too the suggestions, and did my research. Money, Money,Money, was all i could find, first one 5,000 dollars, second option 10,000 dollars plus. and third adoption 10,000 dollars plus mommy medical bills. wowza. Having a baby the the natural way, insurance covers most of the cost and i get to grow my own baby in my own tummy, and get to feel everything! i know i will love my baby however i get it, but if i get to grow it on my own i will be forming that connection for day one!
we are hopeful and in constant hope that our baby will come soon!!!
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