today... life was hard

I woke up this morning in a rather good mood. I finished washing these really cute baby Nike shoes that me and my mom picked up at DI yesterday, I ate some peaches, got dressed in a very cute outfit, went to the mall to by my best friend Jessica a birthday present. Andy came home from work early so I got to spend some time with him... and then I got to baby sit my brothers kids. Lets just say I was questioning my ability to be a mom. Aspen was screaming her little head off. I would get her to the point of happy and smiling and everything was good and right in her little world, and then I would look at her funny I guess, or her brother would walk past her, and all hell would break loss! I was to the point of tears trying to keep this 2 year old entertained and this almost 1 year old from hysteria! Finally Andy got back from golfing with my dad and getting the car registered and I handed him Aspen in desperation! He took her into the other room, she cryed for 2 seconds and then with his magic touch (that i guess i don't have) she was out like a light! Ahhh.... I was happy, but mad at the same time! why wouldn't she do that for me? What about my mothers gift? I guess it hasn't kicked in yet. I hope it does when lillyan gets here. or we are in some big big trouble! Anyway the highlight of the day was Andy saving the day, and having a GREAT dinner with Jessica!!! (Happy Birthday on Sunday love your face) So just like every day, it had it's good and bad. I'm just ready for the emotional roller coaster to be over!

a bump update!

the very first sign of the bump

Hello Belly...

Baby growing!

We've been working on something amazing the last couple of months! it's our baby girl! She is getting so big and being so active!